Just You

Death is mere a phenomenon and not an end but a loop through

You realized at the end of the day that life was merely just a thing, it wasn't important as it seemed it was because at the end of the day it was just you who cares about it. You would think God does and make believe of all this things that somehow so great to apprehend that you would understand it in an perspective that offers less psychological processes, you turned mystical. You turned into smiles by lying and making your world in which you try to fit everybody only to see yourself occupying most and them being just an object you can use to expand the world you are into. You try not to live thinking of death but rather knowing of death and unable to relate yourself in it. You just knew living and death not feeling living and death.
For at this point, this is mere a perspective. Life is as it was, a thing is a thing not of what it was called but rather what as it was. You can make meanings and live, you can try to dispel the illusion and live, you can live and live without relating to death, you can all do all this perspective and still live. Die and that is it, whatever reason that leads in it, it doesn't matter, you die, even the fact that you die or you live it doesn't' matter. What really matter is the fact that you think that it mattered